if you want me, then fight for me because i'm done fighting like hell for you. it`s not up to me anymore if youu want me in your life youu`ll find a way to put me there. Girls really aren't that complicated; all we want is your attention. i'm done. i quit. if i'm not good enough for you now. i don't think i'll ever be. But, suddenly i realized, you're just another boy that's going to break my heart. I wish the butterflies still came. But I'm still saying your name and I can't believe you didn't stay. what's more, I tell myself that I don't love you anymore. again and again you fail to hear. I never meant to love you. I don't know why, but every now and then in my life, for no reason at all, i need you. i'm not this girl. i'm not the girl who gets attached. i dont like feelings, their messy...and they hurt. and i dont like being hurt, i've been hurt way to many times.. so why did i let him get close enough to see that? why did i let him get to me, when i know that everyone always leaves? I miss you the most when I'm driving alone and that song comes on the radio. You know, the one you always used to sing to me no matter how much grief I gave you. You always sang it and I always smiled. People figure I crossed the line. Truth is, there is no line. There's only your life and how you mess it up. And who's there to save you and who isn't. Love is when you do things you swore you’d never do. maybe it's not about the happy ending. maybe it's about what you do with your time before you get to the end. Some people walk into your life, & immediately you know that they're supposed to be there i'm not better on my own sometimes the two people that are meant to be are the last ones to realize it. i wish i could press fast foward just to see if you're worth the wait. the truth is, everytime you take a big risk in your life, no matter how it ends up, you're always glad you took it. nothing that's worth having comes easy. and when i'm with you nothing else matters you're my favorite everyday i dont see how you could ever be anything but mine. <3 so this one kid makes my heart start racing sun sand surf repeat my friends tell me that i just need to move on cause i can't spend my whole life hoping that he'll change his mind, & part of me believes them but the other part is telling me that you're different than the rest & thats why i'm holding on. I just want someone to hold my hand on the scariest roller coaster in the park. She's been hurt many times before this. You'd think it would be routine by now. You'd think she wouldn't let this get to her. But the truth is, she trusted you She rolled over & stared into his eyes, "Promise you won't ever forget me again." He kissed her forehead & said, "I never did." When no ones around to see her pain, she breaks down. They say she's so strong, but they've never seen her cry. She's got everyone fooled. He's annoying, He's hilarious, He makes me yell, He drives me crazy, He's out of his mind, and he's eveyrthing I want The choice is black or white, not a shade of grey. Because in love, there is no such thing as half way and he hits you with that one last promise and you want it to be the truth so badly want you to look at me like you've never looked at anyone else. I want you to look at me like I have something other girls don't. |